Poems
Memory in a Foreign Language
weekday afternoons I walk from school to the English
class in the foreign language university
the air is the color of amber or it is only
this way in memory which has stained it
like a film remastered
here I learn a language is the way someone you love
looks when speaking it and English is my mother
moving her face in ways she does not at home
long pursed O’s wide smile that’s almost a grimace
the lesson underway: sounds with the letter L
I mimic the sounds my voice swallowed by the class
I stretch my mouth and feel the shape of what
I don’t yet understand chanting lack
luck lock lack luck
lock and what happens next
I don’t remember yet
Reprinted from Border Vista (Persea Books, 2022). All rights reserved. Reprinted with the permission of the author.