Poems

On Pockets

By Ari Banias

I told you to write a poem about pockets
but now I want to write it
because you already wrote a paper on pockets in Dickens
and I have read almost no Dickens to be honest but pockets
what a staple of intimate transport both private and exposed
functional and decorative some faux ones even printed on
others in women's clothes hold almost nothing
intrigue me they have so many ways of being
prominent or discreet or altogether hidden
buttoned snapped zippered flapped but then also those
on fine suit jackets one has to slit the first time with a blade
the care of that and how sexual it is but this isn't what's
important about pockets pockets are dreams of negative
space and possibilities potentials secret inside-outside places a pocket
of thinking a pocket of resistance theoretical and cultural
writings on pockets exist but as with Dickens I neglect them
when it comes to pockets I prefer to think on my own
I still at times imagine my thoughts
in a small enclosure it helps me think better
when actually I have a mind full of holes they breathe
there's something sweet and forlorn about a pocket
with a hole in it a torn pocket a pocket that can't
hold what's important its one job a keeper
and through the compromised place things fall
down a pant leg or into the lining of a coat if it's cold out
one can feel a warm coin pass along the leg against the skin maybe hear
metal strike the ground but not always, not always coins, maybe keys, if dropped
on carpet or in a loud place not heard, or not a hole
but a pickpocket, wind, carelessness, somewhere crowded,
when going through their contents in a hurry,
more and more of mine have holes as I get older
I'm too lazy to repair, or only notice when wearing this parka,
these pants, and picture when I get home
the needle and thread in the dresser and then get home
where my pockets no longer exist their relevance declines I forget
today I saw an old friend in a strange yet handsome dark wool coat that struck me
I couldn't say why, its eerie beauty
and I told him so, he said there are no pockets it's a prisoner's coat